一塌糊涂

为什么明明在一起了我还感觉不到你..难道这段不被看好的爱情真的不该延续吗??很矛盾..还是我想太多呢??或者是我自欺欺人觉得你是对我好的..

请你跟我坦白好吗??

放不下

两个星期已过去我为什么好放不下..很痛苦很难过..你现在过得好吗??很想念你..我是在后悔吗??

15 December 2011

U will always be remembered n I am sorry I did not stand for u..hope u will RIP and able to understand why we did this..

We love u we really do!!

思念

不知为什么会那么的想你...这种感觉已经很久没有体会到了..有没有人可以告诉我..该怎么办??为什么我重觉得我的生活是一塌糊涂的??你可不可以从这一刻开始不要在我的脑海里出现??我很痛苦..你知不知到??

Endless Love

My love, there's only u in my life, the only thing that's bright.
My first love, you're every breath that I take, you're every step I make.
And I, I want to share all my love with you, no one else will do.
And your eyes, they tell me how much you care.
Ohh yes, you will always be my endless love.

Two hearts, two hearts that beat as one, our lives has just begun.
Forever, I'll hold you close in my arms, I can't resist your charms.
And love, I'll be a fool for you, I'm sure.
You know I don't mind.
Cause you, you mean the world to me.
I know, I've found in you, my endless love.

Ohh love, I'll be that fool for you I'm sure.
You know I don't mind.
And yes, you'll be the only one , cause no one can deny.
This love I have inside, and I'll give it all to you my love.
My love, my endless love.........

是否值得

一眨眼六个月就过了。。。偶尔会回想一个人离乡背井来到这里工作是否真的值得。。很怀疑当初的决定是否是对的。。来到这里人生路不熟。。朋友也不多。。遇到困难或不开心时也没有人可以让你诉苦。。那种感觉很难过。。难过到不知如何形容。。

虽然赚得比以前多。。但是所付出的会值得吗？？家人，朋友，你的一切都需要放弃。。很遗憾以前却没有好好珍惜与家人一起用餐的时光。。在这里每当遇到挫折。。不开心的事的时候都会让我觉得很难过，很无助。。。却又不敢打回家。。免得家人担心。。。很怀疑我可以挣到什么时候。。。

Thanks...

there was once an idiot complaining i did not update my blog timely..now i wanna say thanks to that idiot which always make noise..i wanna thanks that idiot always willing to listen on wat i said and wat i complain all the time..thought that idiot dont giv much comment or say anything..but somehow that idiot is so innocent that have to listen to all these..haha..

THANKS TO U YA "THE IDIOT"