time passess

so fast..blink our eyes few times then now here we are...one year..alot of pass stil flash back and reminding me what happened a year ago..and now we've learn and grow..

growing to be more mature and strong..i hope things will be better for the coming days...

hope this year end fast fast as it don't seems a good year to all of us..

guys...let us learn from year 2008 and looking forward for the coming year..

cheers....

missing you..

i think this is the 12th days after since u disappear without telling me why..i thought i can get rid of u but it is really hard..i noe im not suppose to think of u or have u in mind...but i just cant get rid of it..

hope to hear frm u very soon...i have alot of stuff wanna talk to u...

i miss ur jokes..
i miss how u rumble...
i miss how u tease...
i miss how funny r u...
i miss u alot alot alot....

first day of work

finally..today is my first day of work...the feeling of returning to kpmg this time is different from internship..mayb it's because there are different responsibility to bear..trainings...trainin is actually much more tiring than work for me..hehe...

hmmm..start to worry can i cope wif all these job and trainings...it seems not easy..but looking forward for it..to c whether can i handle all these...

really nid time to get use to all the procedures and others colleagues..hehe..

wish me luck... :)

wishes..

hmmm...u guys been uk for some time d...hope u guys are doing well and fine...look forward whn u guys back..hehe...u guys went not even a mth i already lik a yr din c u guys...kinda miss u guys...hehe...take good care...

wondering...

i wonder how many hope my family puts on me...and i wondering i study is my own good or my family...i wonder y i dun have such braveness to face every obstacles...i wonder is my family mad at me cuz i did not did well in my exam...alot of wondering...haha...

wat a joke!!!

internal results out liao...haih...finally i fail one paper in my entire college life....such a joke...which now have to wait for reseat...haih...i dunno y i kinda mind failing a paper...wat kind of thinking is this...i felt very bad....very bad esp facing my family...i wonder did i disapoint my family...sorry...really sorry....

study leave

hmmm...internal just passed 6 days ago...really dun wanna go back to study time...it's lik a nitemare....really nitemare and scary....wonder can i make it this time for the internal...hope that i can pass my internal and graduate "safe and sound"..haha...but acca is the one i worrying the most....less than a month...huh...really gotta get started...i hope my bro and me can go thru all these obstacles in our life since it is part of it...hehe....

谢谢你们!!!

在我最无助的时候上帝让我看见了亲情...也让我体会到亲情的可贵....在此我真的真心要向你们说谢谢...尤其是我的舅舅,阿姨们还有我的表哥,表姐们...你们真的帮了我们很多很多...那种感激很难形容...你们给予的无论是金钱或关心都很窝心...在我最怕最不知所措的时候你们都陪着我...最感动是你们方下工做在医院陪着我即使离开也会一直播电问装况如何甚至不在KL住的也专程来陪我...你们的负出我会永远的记住....谢谢你们.....我会怒力完成我的学业而不辜负你们对我的期望....

我还要在这谢谢我的表姐Mindy...她真的每次在我最心烦的时候陪在我左右....谢谢你...你不只是一位表姐也是一位好朋友...

也谢谢上帝给了我妈妈那么好的一个家庭....

谢谢你们!!!!

past means past

there are bunched of things happening everyday in our life...they would be a sweet dream or a nightmare...but somehow past means past...we shouldn't look backward anymore...and there would not be a back to the past episode in my life and i swear...haha...cause it really hurts and it really really really suffers when u are torning around the corner...there is no different with pushing urself to die...haha...so those ppl out there pls pls...dun torn around IF u wanna torn also not tat deep k...noe whn to turn back...just lik a U-turn sign board...we are allow to choose how we wanna live...dun blame anyone...cheers...light ur life up not because of someone else but because it is for ur own good!!!!

is the end or another beginning??

hmm....wat a day...tired....really had a great day spending a bbq dinner with classmates...but somehow dilemma eixst...whether to happy or sad since all are to be splitting...and hav a new stage of life...it will be a momory for all of us...

i would also wanna wish all of u all the best and good luck in ur future path...

Different Stages

hmmm....alot of unwanted incident happen for the past year....every angle in this gang had been thru some of the incident...but i beliv the reason for all these in just to lead us to another stage of life..whn we able to see things from the different view which makes us feel better and learning thru all these it means u have already able to undertake it and persuing to the next stage of life...i beliv everyone of us have learn sth new from these and being more matured....keep it up...we can go thru all these and being more brave and tough walking thru the path...

A better tml....

exam just finish...and there is no point of us looking backward...it is time to start a new beginning and fight for the coming exam...this path is not easy for an ACCA student....dun think too negative...the must be reason for such incident....for those going SHU u guys sure can make it...if cant dun blame urself try to think it is for a better tml...god has different plan for different people...hmmm....i will pray for u guys...NO WORRIES GUYS!!!!sure can d....

Anglessss

the are a number of angles that are sent by god to me to cheer me up and accept the weaknesses that i have and is there to fill every holes that occur in my heart and character and personality....i beliv all these that had happen is a plan of god and it is good for my future...it might be good or bad...no matter it is good or bad...there must be a reason behind...try not to blame anyone for such incident...think how to accept and be postive as possible..mayb there are someone out there thinks that it is exaggarate but u'll never know if u did not go thru it by urself...i really really thank god from the bottom of my heart that these angles are sent to me by god and always there for me no matter i'm happy or sad or exciting and etc....

because of u guys i was not created to be lonely...because of u guys i know what is frenship and the importance of frenship....stories cant be created without u guys....

presence of u god

By the presence of GOD i have make it thru the path and until now...mayb there is someone out there think that i'm unlucky enough to face all these...but i think i'm the luckiest...really been thru alot wif the presence of god....without him...i might not been so brave and strong to continue all the way and make it here today....i was lucky enough during all these happen i still pass ACCA paper although not all but i know wat is the effort i've paid which i think that i might not make it....but by the presence of GOD and praying....miracles happen....i've pass!!!which i was very excited...frens out there of mind especially those going to SHU...dun giv up...done ur best and hand it to GOD...giv a chance urself to know him and enjoy the miracles that GOD has plan for you....u will never know wat will happen tml...as wat god said do not worry for tml...hand up to GOD....

Can't take it

I received a called in the afternoon on 4th of December while i was in the library studying and preparing for my ACCA paper...the called had gave me a shock where my mum called and told me my dad admitted hospital because of hypertension...this news totally frighten me...and i was "oh shit"....the feeling is so so so sucks man...hehe....the first thing strike in my mind is wat will happen next???no more financial source???wat is the burden that going to be beared by me???luckily and fortunately i had a fren a very best fren of mine remind me of GOD while i was far far away from him...and my aunty reminded me about GOD...there is really a different pray and not praying...i really thank god that HE did not leave me alone suffering these with my family because i was away from him....and my frens...they are really "mou dak ding" ah!!!hehe...thank god for all these...

but thing does not been better after a month plus...when i thought eveything is under control another issue appear....my mum was attack by acom aneursym in the middle of the nite...where it really shocks and scare me...i was so so frighten during that time...the 1st thing come into my mind is why??Why me???why me again???why god had arranges this for me??but when u started praying my mum was so different from her situation from home to the hospital....

when u start praying....GOD is really listening...my mum is lucky enough because she get the best doc to operate for her and the doc said she is lucky enough because she can make it to the hospital..most of the patient cant even make it to reach hospital...she's fully recovered for now which is i really felt i was lucky enough to know a person named GOD....

A beginning of life with and without YOU

You be curious about who is the YOU indicating above...hmmm...it's GOD of course...without him there wont be a different me today...a new story of me started 4 years ago....knowing GOD is the most exiting part of my life..How He has change me...and what had happen while i live without the presence of GOD....i beliv people around me know and see more clearer than me....without HIM life might be changes alot till i dare not imagine on it....i noe HIM when there is dramatical changes in my life....and HE has changes alot of things...i knoe there must be someone out there agree with me...AMEN!!!hehe.....