sigh...

最近有很多话想说却每当话到嘴边时就说不出来。。。是表达能力有问题还是因为别的借口呢？？连想告诉朋友的话也得再三考虑才会说出口。。是因为太久没联络而变得生疏吗？？还是觉得没人会明白才不说？？每当想找人聊聊却一个人影都找不到。。难道我真得没什么朋友吗？？或许这是我的命运吧。。早就该习惯。。心情真得很沉重。。。

every corner is so dark and scary...

hmm...realise that this world is much more realistic than wat i thought...every corner in the office is so dark and scary..everyone is so fake..which make my liang roma also stand ah..i really dont understand why human can side someone so bad even tat person dont worth it..dont ppl realise how many ppl out there are the victims??rather to push someone to another level although such ppl is just a vase and not reliable??wat kind of theory is this!!!i really hope things can just pass like tat without affecting anyone's feeling and relationship..

in such working place..we shd leave or stay??god pls decide for me..pls...