奇怪。。。

今晚突然有一种很慕名奇妙的感觉。。总是觉得怪怪的。。我不是应该觉得是一种解脱吗？？为什么会有一种放不开的感觉？？一直重复的深呼吸却还是一样。。。我该怎么办好呢？？无论我再深呼吸多少遍，那奇怪的感觉还是存在。。。突然迷失了方向了。。。

imbalance...

time really passess very fast..its almost a yr working in this company..which the longer i work the more i feel imbalance in my heart...why some people able to just sit there and unallocated all day and no one allocate them for job..and some people have to work every single job with tight deadlines??are those people responsible for allocation blind??can't see others are free??or they pretend to be blind cannot see those name??

the most unfair part is why busy and free people receiving the same pay??izit to say pretty ladies get to be pampered and those not to say very pretty or not pretty have to take over those "vase" job??really cant understand the company's management....

Hope that i could leave asap....